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I saw it already.
Saw what?
Han Se Kyung who was caught up with love?
The Han Se Kyung that acted like Candy? (Candy: Hard working character)
Yes! That was who I was.
I also who to use you.
I can't distinguish between using you and truly being in love.
Yes, I can't distinguish it either. That drives me insane.
I had finally woke up from that nightmare after six years.
Why is it the same dream again?
What drives crazier is that...
this isn't a dream. This is reality.
I'm not Seo Yoon Joo.
I won't run away.
You can't run away either.
Let's go.
Enough! Nothing will change.
He said that you will die.
Everyone is worried that something happened to you.
Die?
Who said that? Seo Yoon Joo?
Dong Wook said the same. Your father said the same.
Father?
Who is going to die?
I did nothing wrong. Why would I die?
That's right. I agree.
You're not going to die over this.
That's right. I won't die.
But, why does everyone think that you will?
They are all overreacting.
Isn't that what you wanted?
You wanted that to happen.
And it happened as you wanted it to.
What do you mean?
You wanted the attention.
Like children who pretend to be sick.
You're faking your psychological disease aren't you?
What? Attention? Pretending?
Am I a child?
You're not a kid, are you?
I'm not a kid.
Then why are you running away?
Who is running away?
You are running away.
You always run away at the critical moment.
When did I?
That's what you do.
Escape reality.
No!
I'm leaving because I don't want to see you.
I don't want to be in the same country as you.
Then keep your word.
What word?
You can only die when I leave you.
Whether you leave or not, I won't die.
Hey! Cha Seung Jo!
Mr. Cha! Are you alright?
Are you alright?
Nothing is wrong right?
Why are you guys overreacting?
I'm fine!
Fine?
Hey! Everyone is scared because of you.
Why are you scared? For what? Stop overreacting.
Then don't run away.
No! Who is running away?
Fine! Fine!
You're not running away.
Then come talk to me.
Talk about what? What's wrong with you?
Let go! Let go! Let go!
Se Kyung.
Seung Jo.
Since when did you know?
I heard from your father today.
What? Father?
What about you Secretary Moon?
When did you find out?
I just find out from Dr. Heo.
What? Everyone knew except for me?
Did you say that I'm in danger? What did you tell Han Se Kyung?
I didn't tell her anything.
She asked a few things a few days ago.
Seung Jo! I will talk to Se Kyung first.
No. Don't do anything.
Don't talk about me. Don't do anything.
I'm going to see him tomorrow.
And?
I'm sure Seung Jo has a lot he wants to ask me.
I will have to answer him.
He may not ask you.
Because it will be painful for him to listen.
But I will go to him everyday.
Why do I feel that it's best for you to stop right now?
There was a girl I really liked.
We liked each other a lot.
But we broke up.
I told her that I wanted to break up.
Why?
Because I saw too much. Good and bad.
I know what you mean.
I also broke up with someone because of that.
I know. But... people don't change.
It's not going to end like this for me.
You don't need to come in. Leave!
Seung Jo.
What is it? What are you doing here?
Hey, Seung Jo.
Are you here to laugh at me?
Oh! You knew about it all along.
This whole time you were there laughing at me.
If you knew everything, why did you keep it a secret?
To make me look like an idiot?
Seung Jo.
It's nothing.
Once you get past this, it's nothing.
Did I say anything? Leave. I'm fine.
You leave too.
Hey! Don't do that.
I said leave!
Gosh.
Don't worry. I will do something.
How did you get him back here?
We didn't drag him. He came here on his own.
On his own?
He was fighting with Se Kyung.
Then he left the airport on his own.
You can only die when I leave.
God, she's annoying.
Se Kyung did what to Cha?
Se Kyung! You didn't did you? Did you?
Sorry Mom. Dad.
Mom! Mom! Mom!
You! Are you really Se Kyung?
How could you do such a thing?
Why do something like that?
How could you do that?
How?
Let go!
Dad.
I'm sorry.
It's all my fault.
What hope could you have from looking at me?
Why do you always blame yourself?
You tried your best, and this is all you could have done.
How is that your fault?
Who should I blame it on?
What did Cha do wrong?
This is wrong, Se Kyung.
How could you break someone's heart like that?
Happy, joy, nervous, worried.
sad, angry, charismatic.
What was that?
What is your name?
What was that?
Thank you!
What was that then?
I can't distinguish if I was truly in love or if I was using you.
Can't distinguish?
Yes, it's me.
Yes, Mr. Cha.
The time you told Choi Ah Jung.
Choi Ah Jung?
The night you drank with Choi Ah Jung.
You said that Han Se Kyung likes Secretary Kim.
Oh, yes...
- What was the date and time? - Sorry?
What was the date and time?
That was December 24th late night
What time?
Between one and two?
But Mr. Cha.
There is something I didn't tell you.
What is it?
Actually...
Tell me the truth.
I won't tolerate anyone who doesn't tell me the truth from now on.
When I heard that Han Se Kyung likes Secretary Kim.
I told her that Kim is the CEO.
Mr. Cha?
Are you sure?
Yes.
You told her on December 24th around one or two AM.
The night before the Christmas Party?
Yes.
I see.
Han Se Kyung! I caught you!
You're going to go everyday?
Yeah.
Whether we fight or not...
I'm going to see him everyday.
Wouldn't it be better to leave him alone for now?
You know men run away when girls chase after them.
This is the only thing I can do.
That's always been your problem.
Men don't like girls who get hung up on them.
Plus! He wouldn't want to see your face.
I will go to him even if he doesn't see me.
I'm going to see him everyday starting tomorrow morning.
He came first.
You can't distinguish the two? What can't you distinguish them?
On December 24th 2012, Moon told Choi Ah Jung.
That Secretary Kim is the CEO.
Witness?
Where are you going?
You remember right? Moon told you.
Come out! Come out and talk!
Yeah! You feel guilty right?
Now we know. You made your plan since Christmas Eve.
You knew that I was the CEO. You wrote the letter on 25th.
About you liking Secretary Kim.
Then you took a leave of absence from work. You made me go look for you.
And what? You and I are too far apart?
Despicable.
That's not true.
No? I have the proof here. What's not true.
It was much earlier than December 24th
that you became my White Rabbit.
What? Rabbit?
White Rabbit.
What is that?
You've never seen 'Alice in Wonderland'?
Alice follows the White Rabbit in the story.
I needed a White Rabbit to get into Cheongdam.
That's a good metaphor.
Simply put, you needed someone to use.
Yes.
- That's why you wanted to see the CEO. - Yes.
You wanted to dump poor Secretary Kim.
- Yes. - Use him.
- Yes. - You said that you liked him.
You said that you liked Kim!
Was that part of your plan too?
Choi Ah Jung told Secretary Moon. Moon told me.
No.
Don't lie. You said that I was your White Rabbit.
It's okay if you don't believe me.
It's true that I liked Secretary Kim before I found out that he was the CEO.
Why did you dump him then?
Because Kim was a poor man?
You really were that kind of person?
Yes. I liked Kim.
And I was the one who dumped him.
I liked him more when I found out that he was the CEO.
But I liked Kim first.
It's also true that I had a sense of relief in my conscience.
And now? You can't even distinguish if you're liking me or using me?
No.
That's what drives me crazy.
Why can't you distinguish them? You don't know how you feel?
Why can't you trust your own feelings?
Whether you were Kim or the CEO.
You knew that I liked you.
Seung Jo, you knew.
No, I don't know. I don't know.
And now, I don't know Han Se Kyung.
He left? He left?
Yeah.
Wow! He really scared me back there.
Hey! Isn't this a good sign?
He came on his own. Maybe he doesn't want to lose you either.
You think so?
I think there is hope.
It was way before this?
When did it start then?
I have to see Mr. Cha.
Was it then?
I don't want to work through you anymore.
Was it then?
It was before December 24th.
You became my White Rabbit before that.
White Rabbit? What the hell is that?
You're leaving right now?
Yeah! It didn't seem like he wasn't going to see you.
I'm going to stop by Seung Jo's place and go to work.
Are you going to be okay at work?
I have to be okay.
Bye.
Good luck! Don't be scared of what they say.
Okay. I won't get scared.
Hey! He's here again.
White Rabbit?
Wow! What a metaphor.
You were so deliberate.
And? Since when was I this White Rabbit or whatever?
'It's an opportunity. Seize it.'
'It's the first good thing that has happened to you.'
'Why push it aside? Take it!' When you said that.
When you told me to seize it, I seized it.
It was when you took the job as the stylist?
Yes.
Oh! I get it now.
The stuff animals! The 100 questions.
I didn't even know.
Was it from then? Or after?
What was it then?
What was it this time?
Was that what you were thinking about the whole night?
Fine. If it bothers you that much...
What are you doing?
You don't want to see them.
So? You're going to throw them away?
If they don't mean anything to you, they don't mean anything to me.
They really don't?
You asked my name when you gave me these.
You said 'thank you' for the first time.
And?
Was it real or not?
It was real, wasn't it?
Seung Jo! That's your problem.
Problem? Me?
You only want to see what you want to see and hear what you want to hear.
That's why you can't really know a person.
If you can't see someone for who they are how can you love them?
Love?
Yes! Love! I saw who you were right from the start.
I saw that you were childish and dorky.
It's your turn to understand who I am.
Don't see the Han Se Kyung in your fantasy.
See her in reality.
Fantasy?
Did she?
What about this? Was this a fantasy?
I have to know this.
What?
What are you doing?
Aren't you going?
Go where?
You said that you want to know everything. I will tell you.
I broke up with So In Chan here.
That letter. It is a fantasy.
You wrote it to save So In Chan.
I wrote it to leave him.
Why?
It was better for me to leave So In Chan.
I couldn't get a job as a designer.
Han Se Kyung was useless to So In Chan and the rest of the world.
I thought that I might as well give up on myself.
My life. I wished that someone else could save it for me.
Then I went to Cheongdam.
And?
Was I the one who will save you?
Yes.
You were the person who had everything I needed.
You broke up with your boyfriend because you were poor.
And you found a rich man.
And then... you really liked him. You also wanted to use him. Is that right?
Yeah.
And? You still don't want to lose him?
I thought that you would really save my life.
But they told me to save you.
They told me to protect you.
I was home to you. I was everything to you.
You said that without me, you were nothing.
Before that, my existence was nothing to this world.
I had given up on myself, and you helped me find myself again.
You're that person to me.
Break up completely with Seung Jo.
I can't.
What?
You said that when Seung Jo finds out something bad was going to happen.
But nothing happened.
Do you know what he feels like right now?
Stop saying that he's weak.
It's also your fault that he is so sensitive.
How is that my fault?
Don't you blame me.
It's not that Seung Jo is weak.
He is only weak and soft in your standards.
Seung Jo is trying to meet your standards.
What are my standards?
Business. Inheriting your business.
Does he even think about it?
He only does what he wants to do.
If he only wanted to do what he wanted
he would have painted his whole life.
Why do you think he worked for Artemis
instead of painting?
He tried to use his gift for business.
Artemis is a fashion company.
You think that would have been possible without his sense in art?
His sense in art?
Approve what Seung Jo likes doing for once at least.
Also about breaking up with Seung Jo...
Please leave that up to us.
You have to.
What will you do?
If we decide to break up.
I will end it then.
But I won't run away like Yoon Joo.
I don't this to finish by you ending our relationship and Seung Jo running away.
I love Seung Jo very much.
I had given up on myself.
And then you brought me back.
Se Kyung.
It was Miss Shin In Hwa's orders.
Pack up.
I thought that it would be awkward for you.
It would be difficult for me.
Try to understand.
Yes, Miss Shin.
Now that I think about it, we had become the worst enemies as possible.
Our partnership worth billions of dollars has crumbled.
And your plan had been uncovered.
But you know what? I had to bring justice despite ruining my business.
Because now it's fair.
At first you looked very different from me.
You looked like someone unreachable.
I'm glad to find out that you are also a human being like me.
It seems that you have given up on your business.
I'm very sorry about that. It was not my intentions.
Also...
I didn't give up on Seung Jo yet.
I won't make him give up either.
Sit.
Why did you call me in?
I want to give you one last chance.
I don't want to give up the outlet partnership.
It's worth a lot of money.
We have to make this happen.
And?
Cha Seung Jo. Get him.
What?
The outlet partnership is up to Cha Seung Jo.
You're the only one who has the connection to him in our family.
Although you're not exactly friends.
Depending on your performance, I will decide what to do with you.
Think about it.
You said that you were doing business with me right?
Let me benefit from you too.
If you make my business happen
your business can also succeed.
Is this the way of you punishing me?
Punish you? It's a deal.
Don't you think it's a big transaction.
Of course, I don't think your life is worth that much money to me.
It's just business.
Work the sum out.
Were you kicked out?
Yeah.
I'm not.
I didn't know what was going on to you.
I couldn't call.
Sorry.
It's alright.
Luckily, I have an option to choose whether to get kicked out or not.
How is Cha Seung Jo?
I stopped him from running away.
I won't run away either.
Yeah?
That's good.
back then...
my existence meant nothing in this world.
You said that you were nothing without me.
I was nobody. My life had no meaning.
Hello?
I heard that you were fired.
News travels fast.
I just ended deals with a few shops just now.
Did GN Fashion end it?
Yeah.
But there is still good news.
What is it?
I don't get any matchmaking requests from now on.
It's over.
It happened for the best.
I wanted to stop being a matchmaker.
Where are you right now?
What are you doing Tommy Hong?
You don't regret it?
I do.
I regret it a lot.
I had lost my mind.
Seo Yoon Joo came right after to ask me.
She asked why I had accepted such a proposal.
Yoon Joo did?
Yes.
Seo Yoon Joo and I are not innocent like you.
I thought I was being really cool.
It was cool.
But you can't convince people like that.
You think it's a drama?
I've been regretting a lot since then.
Then why do you look like you're not regretting it?
This is me, regretting.
How is Cha Seung Jo?
I'm trying.
Did you visit him everyday?
I couldn't go.
Why not?
Are you changing your mind?
Have you given up?
He came to me first before I went.
He's really trying.
What?
Mr. Hong.
Mr. Cha. What are you doing here?
Tommy Hong! Who is Han Se Kyung?
What?
Who is she?
She's your fiancee.
She's the one who ruined your business, isn't she?
You once thought that she was getting sponsored by me.
But why is she coming here?
You looked friendly.
You held her box. You opened the door for her.
Then you touched her back when she had gone in.
What are you?
Would you understand if I say that I've been helping Han Se Kyung?
Help?
What?
Help Se Kyung move into Cheongdam.
What is Cheongdam to you people?
Why are you helping her for it?
Why and how?
How come I can't understand anything.
Mr. Cha.
Hang on.
Are you the Alarm Rabbit?
Huh?
Was it not Alarm.
You know the rabbit in 'Alice in Wonderland'.
The White Rabbit?
Yes. The White Rabbit.
Did you coach her to make me as her White Rabbit?
I didn't help her from the start.
As you know, I was working on your marriage with Shin In Hwa.
Han Se Kyung was in my way.
Then?
I shot that video.
But...
It didn't work.
You know Han Se Kyung. Her persistence, efforts, and guts.
What do you know about Han Se Kyung?
You're right. I don't know.
But I know one thing.
What is that?
How she feels.
You will never understand someone who's been pushed to his or her limit.
I also know that.
Pushed to the limit?
I was there many times.
What do you know about me?
But I still don't understand.
That means that I'm not the one who's done wrong. It's you.
Cha Seung Jo came.
He did?
I think he saw us.
I couldn't make up excuses.
I told him the truth.
Good job.
Will you be alright?
He will come to me.
He's here.
I have to go.
What do you want to know now?
Since when was it?
Since when did you know that Seo Yoon Joo was my ex-girlfriend?
When did you find out about the video?
Tell me.
The day you sent me the USB.
I found that Seo Yoon Joo was your ex-girlfriend.
That's why I couldn't tell you.
And the video had been sent to me on the day you proposed to me.
Tommy Hong threatened me.
But I didn't want to lose to him.
That's why I accepted your proposal.
Why?
Why didn't you give up despite the threats?
Why did you have to go through all that trouble to move to Cheongdam?
I wanted to live with love only.
I wanted to be loved. I wanted to love.
I just want to love.
But I couldn't survive on love alone.
Stop making excuses. Love is the hardest thing for some people.
To me, the world was the hardest.
You want to believe in love.
But I wanted to believe in the world.
Being poor despite how much I had tried... the world was saying that it was my fault.
Is being poor your justification?
If you're poor, you can use people?
How is being poor and love related?
Being poor can't be a justification.
I also had experienced it.
I had no place to sleep. I had nothing to eat. But I came out of it.
I made it all the way here.
Being poor? Stop making excuses.
You are lucky.
Lucky?
Your painting.
That doesn't just happen to anyone.
That's luck?
What kind of loser would buy something worthless for 30,000 Euro?
He saw 30,000 Euro worth of value.
How could you say that I'm lucky?
Forget it! Fine!
Let's say I was lucky. But I still survived from that.
The world paid me back for it.
Seung Jo. The world didn't do that for us.
The world paying you back for your efforts?
I had never lived in a world like that.
Then? Are you saying that I was lucky and that was what got me here?
You were born with luck. You used the opportunity.
Born with it?
You know exactly how I got here. By myself!
Because you are a person who could believe in that kind of luck.
But I can't believe in good fortune.
That's what the losers say!
Do you also believe that staying poor no matter how much I try...
is because I'm not good enough?
Staying poor no matter how much I try...
is that because I'm a fool?
Staying poor no matter what I do to get out of it...
it's because I didn't live my life right?
I suppose.
What's going on?
You came. Here, have a drink.
Ho Min, do you remember?
What?
During the IMF...
when Dad's business went bankrupt...
we had to move to someone's basement.
That place was terrible.
Even when we lived there...
Mom always bought me expensive clothes.
Yes.
She always said that we had no money. But she still bought you good clothes.
She told me every time I saw her.
Yoon Joo, you're pretty. That's your strength.
You know what she told me?
'You have nothing.'
'Just follow your sister.'
She is the only one who can save us.
What are you going to do now?
Are you alright?
What are you doing to do with Se Kyung?
I was actually thankful.
When she had come to the airport for me, I wanted to rely on her.
Really?
Do you want to work it out?
I don't think I can.
Why not?
You know my painting.
Painting?
The painting that was sold for 30,000 Euro.
Yeah! What about it?
Be honest with me. What do you think?
About what?
About my painting being sold for 30,000 Euro. What do you think?
What would I think?
You painted it well. People saw value in it.
Is that what you think?
Why not? What would I think then?
Se Kyung didn't think so.
What did she think then?
She said that it was luck.
Luck?
I want to find out who it is.
I once thought it could be that person.
That person? Who?
Never mind. It couldn't be that person.
I bought it for 30,000 Euro in the auction as you ordered sir.
What the hell is this? How can this help business?
Just donate it somewhere.
Se Kyung was right most of the time.
Even when she was lecturing me, I couldn't say a word.
But I really can't understand this time.
I really want to understand her.
But this is harder to understand than her reasons of lying to me.
Will it be harder to not believe in love?
Or will it be harder to not believe in the world?
Will it be harder to lose love because it's not true love.
Or will it be harder to leave the person you love because you're poor.
You live in my eyes.
But why are you the only one who doesn't know?
There is love in my eyes.
But why are you the only one who can't see?
In my eyes, even today, it's pouring rain.
Why are you the only one who doesn't know my heart?
Love is like this, it only leaves pain.
Love is like this, it only leaves memories.
But I love you and I can't live without you.
Why are you leaving me?
Love is like this.
Don't go, even if I say not to go.
But it leaves like this.
I'm not even ready, but the tears drench me all over.
You are right before my eyes.
So how can I give you up?
I swallow my tears.
I can't even say anything.
I turn away, do you know how that feels?
Love is like this, it only leaves pain.
Love is like this, it only leaves memories.
But I love you and I can't live without you.
Why are you leaving me?
Love is like this.
Don't go, even if I say not to go.
But it leaves like this.
Cheongdam. What is this place?
Why did Han Se Kyung go through all that trouble so that she could move in here?
It's just the place where I live.
Se Kyung had a fight with Mr. Cha?
Yes.
I thought they were working it out.
Frankly, I was disappointed in Se Kyung.
Lying to him was understandable.
But this time I think it's Se Kyung who is wrong.
What are they fighting about?
The painting.
Painting?
You went to see Cha Seung Jo?
Yes.
You said that you had something to tell me.
Are you going to divorce?
No, he gave me one more chance.
Chance? What chance?
I know it's too late to say this.
But if I didn't come to you or get involved with Se Kyung
this wouldn't have happened.
But I will help you with what I can.
What is that chance?
No... I can't do it.
What is it? Tell me.
Sorry, I'm going to go.
The painting. Was it you?
Seung Jo really doesn't know.
He can't even imagine.
The painting?
30,000 Euro?
Yes, it was sold in auction.
Who bought it?
We don't know. It was anonymous.
Anonymous... I think I know who it was.
Who is it?
France Art Piece Auction of 2008.
I thought that it could be you once.
You had 30 million Won from my Father. The painting was 30,000 Euro.
Did you buy it?
I don't know who bought it either.
But Seung Jo is overlooking the first person he should be guessing.
Buy a painting with all of the money that I had?
You think I would do that?
Right? It wasn't you right?
Of course not. Isn't it obvious?
It's obvious when it's not you? Who is it?
Do you really not know? Or are you just pretending?
What are you talking about?
It's obvious.
It's not obvious to him.
- It's his father. - Father?
Isn't it obvious?
I think I can see the ending now.
What was the ending for 'Alice in Wonderland'?
What was it?
Who could it be? Isn't it obvious?
Who is it then?
A dream.
A dream?
Your father, Chairman Cha Il Nam.
Waking up... from the dream.
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I had found out what the ending is for the first time.
If we had not met a few months ago
what would have become of us now?
Did you decide? Which is it?
After waking up, Alice dreams again.
She only half believes that she's only dreaming.